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My heart feels heavier, like the whole weight of his body cast down inside.

Why? I thought good people had good fates. I thought stupid medical science was supposed to be so advanced.

Why did the bloody virus get to him.

Why couldn't you just save him?

Why did you take him away?

You take everybody away, everytime. You just want everybody to be with you. But what about us?

Everyone always says they're safe with you, up there, with all the angels.

But everyone can be happy with their loved ones. So why can't you just let go & let them live here on Earth?

What's with all the stupid viruses & bugs & bacteria whatsnots. The bible says Man sinned. But for goodness sake who planted the Tree of Knowledge. If you didn't want Adam to eat it why put it there. Like aren't you supposed to be better than the Devil? Why did you have to tempt people, to create all the bad things in this world?

I still believe Angels exist, just that they're horribly mean & selfish creatures, existing just to take people away from us, & to you.